intentions

i started this blog because i needed to write. i had all of this inspiration and feelings and thoughts to sort through and i needed a safe place to do it. when people i knew found out, i changed the address. it to me, was a diary of secrets, that i didn't even have to worry about someone finding under my bed. that i never wanted to censor.

it wound up doing more than it's duty, gave me a place to be expressive and creative and to document the process of coming alive again. somehow, over the last year and a half, this blog changed. the style and content both changed and lately, i haven't really been saying anything at all.

i don't know the root cause of this yet, but since i don't have an audience, i think i have been censoring, holding back, for myself.