every day

i think the only way for me not to feel useless and wasteful is to do something every day. and i don't mean watch three movies or clean the dishes, which is what i used to mean by it. today, for example, i forced my way through the creative photography handbook even though i really didn't feel like it. i really didn't feel like doing anything, but i'm glad i did if for no other reason than i didn't waste the whole day.