drugs

I was wrong. It is starting to show on the outside. I know this because my sister asked me if I was using drugs. She said I was acting different and that my eyes were red. So, I told her about my walk, my skirt, my finally not caring what other people think and living each day. I told her about being a vegetarian and writing in my journal and volunteering at the animal shelter. About discovering I actually have will power. And she asked wasn’t I trying to do too much at once. Should I focus my will power on one thing at a time? And I told her that I need to do whatever I can whenever I can, which is now. And the redness, that’s from staying up too late typing on the computer.