site down

so, i didn't pay my webhosting bill for the last few months and my site is down. but i think it might be better this way. see, i had been upset that a few people that actually know me in the real world had been following my blogs, namely a former co-worker, exboyfriend, and his mom. and i think i had been editing myself, writing only fluffy or watered down things. and i hate that. and why do i need a website anyway? so, this is better. if it weren't for all my pictures disappearing i wouldn't care at all.